My old friend. I’ve come to talk to you Again the silence came without weeping. It is a long extended time where America was sleeping and frankly had their head right up their colossal behind.

Our blind love affair with religion and the glitter that goes along what it is known as a gun. It is simply a tool for mass destruction and murder. Why do we like them so much?

Why do we not hate death so much.?

Death is so permanent. A shooting in this country it’s so temporary only to be replaced by the anger of the next shooting. And many say it’s the price of our freedom. I have a problem with that as we screwed up our freedom big time. It’s time for us to be grounded with real life implications. It is also time to stop saying I don’t have any problems with someone owning a handgun. Actually I really do have a problem with irresponsible people owning handguns. If I’m telling the truth I have a problem with handguns but that is not for me to say. Or maybe that is something that should be said..

The concept of heaven and hell is a farce of epic proportion’s. It is basically a promise nobody can keep given to those who are given less. The fantasy that someone dies and goes to a better place is simply fickle conjecture.

Death is sad, Death is painful, death is permanent and leaves a scar in many far off prices. And for us to brush off death from handguns is a gross irresponsibility. Just ask those who died in the chaos in the name of freedom. Sorry they can’t answer

You do not have to be really good at some thing to be really good at something. I know initially that does not make sense intrinsically it really does. The only thing that really matters is that you enjoy it. A friend we know from Nicaragua was talking about how she’s loves to sing and claims to be not very good. And all that really matters is that you are very good at enjoying what you’re doing. Life is short, so spend time doing things you really like.

I tend to be the same way. There are certain things I am really good at but I am not passionate about. Work would be one of them. Then again things like drawing painting and writing are things I really enjoy.

I also became very good at really enjoying them. Well, a disclaimer, I love to write and tell stories but I don’t like to type on a keyboard so here I am trying do use voice recognition and enjoy telling stories that much more.

And later I shall take the dogs for a walk and I will enjoy that and I believe there will be two dogs with tongues hanging out smelling the air not working really hard and enjoying a springtime walk. Have a great day

When we are able to go out and about freely, i’m not sure how well I am going to be able to handle that. I am an introvert by nature, my wife being the same, and it is going to take some serious training to be able to socialize again.

I always thought of myself as an extrovert, but by over inspection of course I came to the conclusion like many of us that I am actually an introvert. Then again, it’s going to be a brand new world that we emerge into. And I’m not sure I’m ready for that.

Inherently we as humans

have a magnetic pull

to the roar –

the smell –

the flow

of the ocean

and an Eagle appears

an Anachronism

of patriotism